Some people help create their life and some let life create them. In my journey, I am aiming to create my life. I have moments where life seems to get the best of me, but those moments are a battle in my mind. Am I letting it it take over? No I push through a tackle fears, and once a friend said to me, it's the fear of the unknown. I am at a point in my life of a cross road, I either merge right and give up and head up the steep mountain straight ahead. Moments are making me feel like that merge is meant for me, then a glimpse of sunlight shines through the trees at the top of the mountain and I feel a huge stride come on and I aim for the top... It's such an out of body experience, I can hardly explain to help others understand.
Having anxiety is a terrible battle, each day is a struggle. It used to be I couldn't walk into a room if I didn't know 90% of the people, now I am able to walk in with knowing only one and walking out being friends with them all. Some cases not knowing any, it's such a feeling. It's a small battle I have tackled with confidence. Confidence is a such an excellent characteristic to hold. If you have ever been around a few people those with coonfidence sit tall, look impecable, listen clearly, and speak loudly. Those are not literally, it's more a figure of the imagination. We look at others with less judgement then when facing ourselves in the mirror.
When looking yourself in the mirror a positive thought before turning away could change the way your day goes. There's is something called the Law of Attraction. I read it in a book, it's a book I carry with me. When in doubt I look at it, it's my little jolt of push or get up and go. Like a morning coffee....
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